This blog for my sister just looks like i'm obsessed but no... really i'm just sad YES, I confess! ever since that day... that day I seen the light dim out and leave her I can never forget.I feel like its not reality like it never even happened. I pretend that it was all just a nightmare but then it hits me again and again and AGAIN! My life has never been the same. Sometimes I feel like part of me just isn't there anymore. she wasn't just my sister, she was my mentor... someone that I could look up to. I hate having to think about this but it never leaves my head. I try to turn it into something positive like she is now an angel and no longer in pain and suffering and that one day I will see her again.... One day, I will see my sister again.