When it comes to this situation about my sister Starr, it really gets on my nerves when people try to "help". People always say "oh it's going to be okay" but little do they know it will never be okay. Nothing can ever change the fact of this happening. I understand that people are only trying to help but by everyone repeating the same old things to me over and over about my sister doesn't help. It only makes me more sad about the situation. Honestly sometimes I cant even fathom the fact that this is reality. Sometimes I really feel like I am in a bad dream and can't wake up to face reality. I do not ever want to except the truth of the matter because ill never like it.